29 - night out with the boys

i remember emailing with my sister one day and i was telling her stories from here and she instinctively know what i was going through. she said something along this line (paraphrased), "you have really low tolerance for girls so im not surprised you're going crazy living with women - and not just women - MODELS!". she knows this because of how i am at home and how my relationship is with her and my mother. there have been times when i would not speak to either of them for days, even weeks, or months. i am capable of not speaking and i have perfected the art of turning people into vapour and just ignoring their mere existence. that's how i cope. it's not the most ideal thing to do, but i am non-confrontational and i dont like big blowout conflicts, so i stay mute. my silence is deadly.

so when i turn to silent mode here, people (women) arent used to it and they take it personal and my most hated question when im in this 'mode' is "are you mad at me?".  anyway, i have no patience to deal with bullshit or drama that women bring to my life. i have a close knit of girl friends and i have many friends to last me a life time but i make sure i balance this out with guy friends that i can just chill with 'drama-free' and just chill like boys do. i do well being just one of the guys and i actually prefer it that way. although my friendship with boys has always been a challenge for me because some boys always want something more than friendship. this is one of my FML situations.

there was a point in time i was just done with girls so i hung out with the boys and i had a real blast. we were the last ones in the club at 4am, all drunk and stupid. good times.

all prim and proper at caprice bar for some model photo-op

(avec chris et brii)

les garcons et moi <3

jan - mon petit chouchou

i heart this guy, my soul bff :)

"i like you because you're different.. like an angel" - cd

(i think it sounds less cheesy in german lol)

woohoo! and the booze comes out .. love it.

i kissed a girl and i liked it :)

the paparazzi camera has the real kiss on the lips and i cant get a hold of it!!

you know youre good looking when you can pull off a funny face and still look adorable

underneath it all - jan's 8pk abs *hummina*

the gay guys were drooling all over this and i was cockblocking

"you are the luckiest girl in this club, i hate you" - says the gay guy

all night longggg...

i am known at the club as "TORONTO!"

everyone loves a toronto girl ;)